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i've been thru a lot ( well for me madami na un. . ) of relationships.. and it changed my life in so many ways.. for the better.. and mostly for the worst. Im such a strong person, pero weak inside.. magulo ba?..


I just found myself reminiscin' about what happened to my past relationships.. baka kasi andun yung sagot kung baket nawi-weirduhan ako sa sariLi ko..

I am such a "hard-working" person.. loL.. 'pag may gusto ako, paghihirapan ko talaga.. get?! well, inde naman ako yung tipo na parang ako pa yung gagawa ng way para maging kame ng taong gusto ko.. "like" ko palang naman yung tao eh.. so parang yun ang way ko para mas lalo kong makilala yung isang tao.. I'm naturally nice naman to everyone.. (hindi sa pagbubuhat ng bangko ah..) parang ganun lang daw ako sa taong gusto ko.. I'll do everything to make him fall for me.. well that's according to my friend..

pero.. parang double-meaning un sinabi nya eh.. I'm the type of person who does EVERYTHING to make someone fall in-love with me.. and later on you'll break his heart.

aray naman. inde naman ako ganun noh. ang haba naman ng hair ko kung ganun ako.. Hindi ako ganun. alam ko yung feeling ng nasasaktan.. and hindi ako ganun kasama para manakit ng feelings ng iba!! HINDEEEEEE!!..

Madalas ako ma-balewala before. Lam mo yung feeling na binabastos kana sa harap ng boyfriend mo then yung boyfriend mo eh walang gagawin. Tatawa pa sya kasi mga friends lang naman nya ang bumabastos sayo.. well mas malufet naman kung pati parents nya diba.. pumasok tuloy sa isip ko.. "kabastos-bastos ba ko?!" wth?! Krimen na ba ang uminom at mag-yosi ngayon?! well, alam kong masama yun pero wala naman sanang bastusan dabah?! loL..

inde ko na pahahabain pa.. SALBAHE ako. kung sinalbahe ako. and after a relationship full of heartaches and pain, syempre.. hindi ko na yun hahayaang maulit. ang kaso lang.. MALI.

masyadong masama ang epekto saken.. loL.. once na maramdaman kong mauulit yung mga masasamang nangyari before.. inuunahan ko na. ang ending tuloy.. instead of fixing the problem, gumawa pa tuloy ako ng isa pang problema.. haaay.. well.. yun ang MALI.

I should forget those bad memories from the past. It's not that I'm bitter. it's just that i don't want those shitty things to happen again.. but i end up with a bigger problem..

I guess that's how painful being in-love is.. I didn't get the chance to learn from all the mistakes and heartaches na binigay saken ng past ko.. All i know is that i don't want it to happen again.. But I'm doin' it in a wrong way.. Kasi nauulit lang.. walang nagbabago..


write something here ~~~ (: (:; Sunday, October 21, 2007

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