Thursday, February 14, 2008
♥♥♥ Happy Heart's Day.. ♥♥♥
Whoa.. what a day.. I've worked for like, 13 hours.. standing and walking for 12 hours.. that sucked.. loL.. it was really tiring.. but it's FUN though. I work at a 'so-called' Home for the Aged in Somerset. Honestly, i don't feel like working in that kind of place.. reminds me of my "lola" back in the Philippines.. I'm kinda scared of the residents there because some of them are like acting really violent.. and I'm like "damn, i shouldn't be here".
But in the Valentine's Ball today.. I saw different.. I mean, way different Residents (elders). There are still stubborn one's but everyone's DANCING and singing. The party was awesome.. well i really don't feel like dancing co'z I'm mad tired.. loL.. But since it's part of our job and the music too is somewhat feet stomping, i danced with the residents..
The party ends up at exactly 8pm.. and all I have in mind is that i really want to go home and rest! damn! lol.. on our way home.. While we are in the middle of a conversation.. my Grandma suddenly came to my mind.. I remember those days when she and I were dancing to those RnB music I used to play on my pc at home.. wondering if she's fine.. in good health.. I'm starting to miss her so bad again.. honestly.. I am avoiding her as much as possible.. everytime she's talking to my mom on the phone.. I'll go outside talk a walk.. or pretend I'm sleeping.. Co'z whenever i hear her voice.. Or hear her cry.. I can't take it.. I would cry so hard.. that i would keep it to myself so she won't hear me crying..
I'm sorry lola.. I'll see you soon.. i miss you.. 
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
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